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So, on a positive note, i got a job.
I work for a homecare company that helps with either elderly people or disabled people in their homes. It pays 10/h so its not horrible.

But i am fighting a constant battle. I struggle with  severe depression, and just rolling myself out of bed is a difficult task in itself. Even though i am moving forward, i just seem to keep sinking lower and lower into a pit of despair, even worse than when i didnt have a job. I feel like i am on the edge of a cliff, and whilst i have no intention of jumping, the rocks below me are crumbling slowly, and i see it coming, but i cant move. 

All i really want, is to be free. I wish i could just run away, and live in the woods ( i know, it sounds crazy) 
Think about it, are we really free? living month to month, working for a place to stay (house, apartment) to only be in it a few hours a day? Working for a vehicle, to mainly get you to the place you work, just to pay for that house you hardly ever see? To me, it just seems so POINTLESS. 

I cant be the only one to feel this way, but thats the thing. It doesnt matter how we feel, because it will NEVER change. Our thoughts? they mean NOTHING. 
Until the End by Dawnheart101
Until the End
So clever
Whatever
I'm done with these endeavors
Alone, I walk the winding way
(Here I stay)
It's over
No longer
I feel it growing stronger
I'll live to die another day
Until I fade away
Why give up, why give in?
It's not enough; it never is
So I will go on until the end
We've become desolate
It's not enough; it never is
But I will go on until the end
Surround me
It's easy
To fall apart completely
I feel you creeping up again
(In my head)
It's over
No longer
I feel it growing colder
I knew this day would come to end
So let this life begin
I've lost my way
I've lost my way, but I will go on until the end
Living is hard enough
Without you fucking up
I've lost my way
I've lost my way, but I will go on until the end
U-uh, u-uh
The final fight I'll win
The final fight I'll win
The final fight I'll win
But I will go on until the end
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Serena
Artist | Student | Film & Animation
United States
So, My name is Serena, I was born on December 3, 1992, in NH and and currently live in Maine. I am in college for animation, and wish to do big things one day.
I have one constant companion who goes with me no matter what, and that is my Blue Merle Australian Shepherd, Loki, who was born 12-21-12.
I love to read, and love warriors, but I go on wattpad much more now, due to money issues.
I'm am a big believer in being your own hero, cause life isnt a fairy tale, where someone will rush out to save you. Sadly, I learned that the hard way.
I'm a very nice person, but can defend myself, my friends, and family vehemently.
Feel free to talk to me, I don't bite :)


I will do: Art trades, Commissions
I will NOT do: Requests.



PRICES (points) Felines and canines only

All are digital

sketch-15
colored sketch-20
Lineart-25
full color/ background, shading-75
extra character-+3
Scene - 125 and to add a character is an extra 10

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only cats and big cats please

PRICES (points) Felines and canines only

All are digital

sketch-15
colored sketch-20
Lineart-25
full color/ background, shading-75
Any extra character 3 points
Scene - 125 and to add a character is an extra 10


Also, feel free to just 'donate' if you like my art! Ill give you a cookie!

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So, on a positive note, i got a job.
I work for a homecare company that helps with either elderly people or disabled people in their homes. It pays 10/h so its not horrible.

But i am fighting a constant battle. I struggle with  severe depression, and just rolling myself out of bed is a difficult task in itself. Even though i am moving forward, i just seem to keep sinking lower and lower into a pit of despair, even worse than when i didnt have a job. I feel like i am on the edge of a cliff, and whilst i have no intention of jumping, the rocks below me are crumbling slowly, and i see it coming, but i cant move. 

All i really want, is to be free. I wish i could just run away, and live in the woods ( i know, it sounds crazy) 
Think about it, are we really free? living month to month, working for a place to stay (house, apartment) to only be in it a few hours a day? Working for a vehicle, to mainly get you to the place you work, just to pay for that house you hardly ever see? To me, it just seems so POINTLESS. 

I cant be the only one to feel this way, but thats the thing. It doesnt matter how we feel, because it will NEVER change. Our thoughts? they mean NOTHING. 

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Isadamu Featured By Owner Oct 9, 2014  Hobbyist Digital Artist
Heres Your Commision Dawn!

isadamu.deviantart.com/art/PC-…

Hope You Like It!
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Isadamu Featured By Owner Oct 9, 2014  Hobbyist Digital Artist
Dawn I Have Wanted You Ask You A Question, In Your Map Part For www.youtube.com/watch?v=-rV66y…

Could I Lend You One Of My Characters For Your Part?

If No, Ok, If Yes, Can We Disscus It?
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Dawnheart101 Featured By Owner Oct 9, 2014  Student Filmographer
its already generally done, but i may have ways to commission small animations. Or trades, like multiple pics for a 10 second animation.  
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graykyokitty1 Featured By Owner Sep 30, 2014  Hobbyist Digital Artist
Here's you commission! :D
fav.me/d8161dq
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AngeInk Featured By Owner Sep 23, 2014  Hobbyist General Artist
Thank you so much for the kind fave! :heart:
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Isadamu Featured By Owner Sep 16, 2014  Hobbyist Digital Artist
Dawn Finished My Half!

isadamu.deviantart.com/art/Daw…

Hope You Like It!
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Isadamu Featured By Owner Sep 15, 2014  Hobbyist Digital Artist
Dawn, Would You Like To Do And Art Trade?
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Dawnheart101 Featured By Owner Sep 15, 2014  Student Filmographer
sure :3
Ill take dawnheart101.deviantart.com/ar…
any position, any background, but i would like to have most of her body in the shot. 

what would you like? 
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Isadamu Featured By Owner Sep 15, 2014  Hobbyist Digital Artist
Could You Draw My Character Starlight?

Her Ref: isadamu.deviantart.com/art/Sta…

(Read The Description In Her Ref Sheet For More Info)

Just Like You, Anything For Background And Pose!

Thank You Dawn! :3
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Dawnheart101 Featured By Owner Sep 15, 2014  Student Filmographer
sure :)
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